going up to the spirit in the sky.

My eyes are growing weary

2006-04-08T04:22:10Z

you've just got to love change.

theres just about nothing i wouldnt give up
to be a kid again. With no fear, no responsibility,
no pain, other then falling at recess.

Heaven Let Your Light Shine Down

2006-02-08T18:56:24Z

For all you assholes that love winter give me one
reason that it's so great, besides the fact
that the snow is beautiful.

I honestly can't wait until the snow is gone and
the sun's actually shinning. This winter's been
different then the ones before, for some reason i
liked winter a lot better when i was going to school.

I'm betting this week wont be as boring as the past few.
All i'm looking forward to is the sun and May.

Well have a good one.

Beverly Hills

2005-12-21T04:59:15Z

Thats where I want to be.

"I want to be mayor of detroit." - Kent.

So this things pretty much just a complete waste of
time seeing as it was meant for all that highschool drama shit.

I honestly don't have any idea at the moment of what to write,
but hell I'm just going to ramble on aboutpointless shit at the moment.

"I must be entertaining when I'm drunk or something."-Kent.

It's not, shes a tramp.

"There's a midget standing tall and the giant beside him about to fall"

2005-11-04T05:55:43Z

Although there is nothing to really do while hanging out,
it seems as if thats going to change for some reason.
Things are just easier to take lately.

For once I didn't pick out the shitty movie.

Just a warning, I'd start looking in the back
of your car before driving it next time.

"She gives a smile when the pain comes,
The pain's gonna make everything alright"

the different seasons

2005-10-16T01:17:35Z

Sometimes i wish i could be a kid again,
but i've noticed kids are really fucking annoying.

can't wait until November when i actually have to do something.
i really dont mind though,
cause honestly there is never anything to do.

for anyone that doubts me on my plan,
it will happen before March 17.

it's been a while since i could say i wasnt addicted.

2005-10-07T21:08:42Z

Gilmore Girls are by far the best show, ever.

Alot has been happening.
I dont need to say what though,
word seems to get around fast enough.

Im blinded by the white light.

2005-08-15T05:22:30Z

The reveloution is here.

and by far my friends mean the world to me.

thats a good point.

2005-07-16T00:40:16Z

you know what,
just fuck everything and have fun.
don't dweel on stupid shit,
don't put to much thought into things
you don't know anything about.

and i fucking love my best friends,
Rachael and Heidi.

and fuck Don Pablos.

And it's been awhile since I can say that I wasn't addicted.

2005-07-14T22:38:03Z

"And it's been awhile,
Since I've gone and fucked
things up just like I always do."

This live journal shits pretty boring,
but right now i have nothing better to do.
things are begining to change,
i knew it couldn't stay how it was.
at least some of the change is good,
compared to everything being bad.

I hate how everyone has problems,
and how they say theres always worse.
I hate how people just can't understand things,
and how nothing can make sense at times,
and other times everything makes too much sense.
I hate how the best people can get stuck with the worst shit.
I guess I just can't make sense of any of my thoughts.
I wish I was able to explain myself,
or maybe just understand my feelings.

i can't wait until the 30th.

People don't know about the things I say and do
They don't understand about the shit that I've been through.

Happy Birthday Peter.

2005-07-05T16:47:19Z

CCR's coming in like two days,
another sweet concert.

Last night was, well, different.
im not really sure how many people were here,
or who exactly everyone was.

there was a few people here i haven't seen in a while,
some people i have never even met before,
and well the assholes i see everyday.

Alot of alcohol was consumed,
and not that many people puked.
the hot tub was pretty full last night,
and almost empty this morning.
and surprisingly nothing really broke, all to bad.
although the ball popped, and i will get another one.

kinda took awhile cleaning up this morning,
but i would like to thank Patrick for helping me.

well see ya.

DO NOT PASS.

2005-06-30T02:15:07Z

haven't written in this thing in a while,
its pretty boring and pointless,
and well right now i have nothing better to do.

-So first off i hate babysitting more then anything.
-its been so god damn hot lately.
-up north is gonna suck some dick.
+concerts have been fucking sweet.
+hanging out with sweet kids, and gay boys.
+warm alcohol isnt that bad anymore.
+and one month until i sweat my ass off,
which will be completely worth it.

i honestly can't complain about summer,
although i do bitch alot.

damn pistons.

2005-06-24T04:58:56Z

I've been gone, I've been gone for way to long.

i fucking love hanging out with a select few.
and thats all that is needed to be said.

i have a goal, and no matter what it's gonna happen.

and i want to thank you,
you know who you are,
and the reason why...
at least i think you do.

artifically flavored.

2005-06-23T22:11:28Z

So ya know i lost my phone,
and just about every number in there.
but i got a new one,
and the numbers 462-3280.

so Pistons may win tonight,
or they may suck and lose.

either way Journey's still the shit.

Buck.

2005-06-21T23:50:12Z

Julie: there's a skunk in there.
Pat: there was a skunk in there the whole time?

that was pretty damn funny.

Hanging out at Heidi's house was cool.
Kaitlins bon fire was pretty sweet,
blowing up a hair spray bottle.

kaitlins sister can fart pretty well,
racahel would still be able to kick her ass.

and surprisingly summer is still fucking sweet to me.

I'm so proud of you.

2005-06-20T17:27:44Z

This summer's different then ones before,
actually one of the best i'd have to say.
i'm glad i've been hanging out with the coolest fuckers.
especially those two faggots,
and also a sweet 7 or 8 others.

I hope it's like this for a while longer,
before a bunch of shit changes and it sucks.

concerts, hanging out, and occasionally alcohol.
a good summer, right?

We were meant to live for so much more.

2005-06-17T15:12:03Z

So the Pistons won, well good for them.

lately hanging out in big groups is alright,
although it usually gets separated into smaller ones.
normally the girls and the guys.
which doesn't bother me, cause the guys are gay.

I wish people weren't such fucking dicks.
or would actually know when to stop saying shit.
but i know they wont, cause there always right.

i miss alot of shit,
and for some reason i'm not doing anything about it.
but now i'm changing that.

"I'm a parasite."

2005-06-14T17:19:59Z

I'm already sick of summer.
I fucking hate cleaning every fucking day.

I mean hanging out and shit is awesome,
I just kinda hate being home.
at least concerts are starting again.
and swimming is pretty awesome, especially in timmy's pool.
pool's with diving boards are the shit.
or boats with alcohol,
or pretty much anything with alcohol.

"creep and crawl i step into the night.
2 pints of booze,
tell me are you a badfish to?"

spider man.

2005-06-12T18:16:31Z

So that awesome all night party... at first it was actually pretty sweet. mainly because it was something new, and after a while it got old and kinda boring. all the shit they gave away was nice though. Rachael and i are pretty damn sneaky though. At Heidi's before the school was so fucking awesome. I wish we could have stayed there all night. I laughed so much last night it was awesome. It's so awesome when everyone makes fun of everyone.

so this is life.

2005-06-09T15:36:07Z

yesterday wasn't as dumb as i thought it would be.
that rope wasn't all that bad,
it was actually really fun.
well at least the pulling and swaying of it.
it was funny to see the underclassmen crying.

i'm really gonna miss school.
and alot of the people there.
hopefully i'll still see some of them.

well this summer is gonna consist of
swimming, concerts, and alcohol.
so whoever wants to participate in
those activities let me know.

i love the sun.

2005-06-08T02:44:04Z

boat rides and swimming, stick to that.
no horse play, that leads to bad things,
especially when your friends have a slow reaction time.

pop eye has turned into an insane game.
black eyes and sweet brusies.

over all today was a good day, got better later on though.

1/2 ahead.

2005-06-06T02:10:44Z

That storm scared the shit out of me...
not even kidding about that either.
and Casey went to save his cat.

this weekend wasn't all that exciting.
but once again things are changing.

2 real fucking days of school left.
and finals tomorrow of the two hardest classes,
and my books are in my locker.
i'm a real genius.

blue pencil.

2005-06-04T23:08:02Z

there was defiantly alot more people there then i expected.
fucking kathleen is the shit, and her sock trick.
alot of intoxicated people, usually a good time.

eric and janelle's house after was pretty sweet,
although eric was passed out and angry.

Juston was left at DTE,
and then kaitlins house was pretty sweet.
taco shell with cheese?
some people passed out, but it was an awesome night.

i don't like animals.

Drank until I was thirsty again.

2005-06-03T02:56:32Z

to be completely honest today was pretty fucking sweet,
at least for being in a shitty mood.
new insults were invented, and quite sweet.

so Blue Oyster Cult tomorrow,
hopefully it will be pretty cool.
there's going to be a shit load of people there.
and also a variety of illegal activities.

well if your going i'll see you there.

Here come the fabluluos, beatles.

2005-05-30T15:21:01Z

yesterday was pretty sweet, sitting at the beach.
then today some people are just assholes, like Rachael.
although she claims that her fart got stuck in her butt crack..
how that happens i have no idea.

there was kinda alot of people there and it was pretty sweet.

"no, we have to share"

2005-05-28T22:11:55Z

Thats sweet that everyone at Prom had fun.
I really didn't think i'd regret not going,
but for some reason i do.
I had fun at Eddie Money though,
there was alot of people there.
alot of weird but funny shit happened.

Last night was alot of fun.
for some reason some parts are kinda blurry,
definitely different from most nights,
but it was a good time.